Hi,
I'm TheNoteGT, most of you probably know me for my recent toxicity and rudeness to players and mods.
The reason I am making this post is because I have calmed down now and realised how bad my actions were and that what I said earlier was not ok. I mainly apologise to @SuperPiggeh and @JustACookie for the words I said towards them. However I am also apologising to all the players that had to put up with me on the forums.
My Life:
I know what your all thinking. "Wow he's doing this to make people feel sorry for him." However the reason I am telling you about this is because I am hopping you can maybe understand why I got so angry and said things I shouldn't have.
So, my sister who is 20 years old has mental health, and personality disorder. This means, she doesn't really have a relationship with us (my family). She acts like a stranger towards me and my family effectively. Also as a result of this she has physically abused my mum. As a result we have had to have the police around to my house, and I have had to call them. You might not think so, but it is very stressful to have to call the police when your mum is being hit by your own sister.
Also, as a result of things with my sister being stressful, I find school very stressful. I have found it so stressful that I have missed the last 4 months of school. This means I have pretty much not seen my friends at all. My parents are now having to consider me being home schooled as a solution, which is also very stressful.
Finally, I know that most of you hate me saying this because "you don't care." but I am also suicidal as a result of things in my life. (don't want to get into to much detail about this specific topic)
I'm actually fifteen years old, and lied on my forums account. I realise that this is not allowed, which will probably affect my chances of being unbanned even further. But my point is, that I might have gotten so angry because of the stress I am already dealing with.
Answers to potential questions:
Question: Why are you still trying to get unbanned?
Answer: because this server helps relieve the stress I am currently dealing with at home.
Question: Why were you so toxic to mods/players?
Answer: I am not entirely sure, as I have never gotten this angry about something, not that important.
Question: Why are you still posting?
Answer: Because, I am very sorry for my actions and want everyone's forgiveness, and I will not be happy until I know everyone doesn't hate me still.
Question: Do you think you will be unbanned?
Answer: Probably not, although i like to feel that hopefully you can all forgive me and maybe get unbanned.
Sorry For Wasting So Much Time,
(Probably for the last time)
TheNoteGT (Ethan)
I'm TheNoteGT, most of you probably know me for my recent toxicity and rudeness to players and mods.
The reason I am making this post is because I have calmed down now and realised how bad my actions were and that what I said earlier was not ok. I mainly apologise to @SuperPiggeh and @JustACookie for the words I said towards them. However I am also apologising to all the players that had to put up with me on the forums.
My Life:
I know what your all thinking. "Wow he's doing this to make people feel sorry for him." However the reason I am telling you about this is because I am hopping you can maybe understand why I got so angry and said things I shouldn't have.
So, my sister who is 20 years old has mental health, and personality disorder. This means, she doesn't really have a relationship with us (my family). She acts like a stranger towards me and my family effectively. Also as a result of this she has physically abused my mum. As a result we have had to have the police around to my house, and I have had to call them. You might not think so, but it is very stressful to have to call the police when your mum is being hit by your own sister.
Also, as a result of things with my sister being stressful, I find school very stressful. I have found it so stressful that I have missed the last 4 months of school. This means I have pretty much not seen my friends at all. My parents are now having to consider me being home schooled as a solution, which is also very stressful.
Finally, I know that most of you hate me saying this because "you don't care." but I am also suicidal as a result of things in my life. (don't want to get into to much detail about this specific topic)
I'm actually fifteen years old, and lied on my forums account. I realise that this is not allowed, which will probably affect my chances of being unbanned even further. But my point is, that I might have gotten so angry because of the stress I am already dealing with.
Answers to potential questions:
Question: Why are you still trying to get unbanned?
Answer: because this server helps relieve the stress I am currently dealing with at home.
Question: Why were you so toxic to mods/players?
Answer: I am not entirely sure, as I have never gotten this angry about something, not that important.
Question: Why are you still posting?
Answer: Because, I am very sorry for my actions and want everyone's forgiveness, and I will not be happy until I know everyone doesn't hate me still.
Question: Do you think you will be unbanned?
Answer: Probably not, although i like to feel that hopefully you can all forgive me and maybe get unbanned.
Sorry For Wasting So Much Time,
(Probably for the last time)
TheNoteGT (Ethan)
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